I'm officially missing you.

Hello.. Sianzxc.. Hais, didn't went for training today. Must write parent letter!! LOL. Feel like quitting basketball. I first time absent from training then Sara(senior) say that the sec2 batch people say I everytime never go for sat training. Wtf -.- And THANKS SENIORS FOR THE CONCERN >.< SHERLYN AND BERNICE! You two are the best manzxc. I seriously dunno whats wrong. Everyone is picking on me. WHY WHY?!

Who cares. Even if everyone is picking on me sia. What I do wrong sia. Well maybe my attitude, Well, Thats how im like. Trying to change but cant. Is not say change mean change immediately manzxc. It takes time ppl! You all can just ignore me or smt, I dont care! At least I still have friends in tampines. And they are trustable friends. Unlike you people, cant be trusted at all. I staying in NCHS is because since I ended up in this school. I believe that God has other plans for me and know what im gonna do the next step. And I believe that God will help me to change. Is only whether I want anot. Even if I dun have any friends in school, I can always be alone in school. And find my friends in tamp. Tons of friends there. I still have my church friends. I believe that I will never be left out, even if i dun have anymore friends I will still have my family. My cousins, they will always help me no matter what. Nobody can replace my cousins in my heart manzxc. They rockzxc . LOL .

So what if your basketball skills are better than me, taller then me, bigger size than me, whatever. So? I dun give a damn, I seriously feel like changing CCA. Changing school in fact. Such good school are not suitable for me. Im too stupid to be in this school. I only scored 186 for PSLE. I should be in Junyuan or some other lousy lousy schools. Idc. So what if im in a good school? Its useless when nothing goes into my mind, and good in basketball. In fact, my basketball skills sucks.

I dun even know why im in this school.
Ankle socks- CWO
>Fringe too long- CWO
Late for school- Call parent/ detention.
Never come training- Parent letter or MC / Call parent / tio scolding by senior somemore.
Fail two or more subjects- PT
Never go remedial- Straight away detention..

Urgh~ Seriously cannot stand this fucking school sia. And Seniors, if you read this. Read for all you want. Idc, can even leave a tag if you want. LOL .

Fuck. Now even my parents also want come kpkb me. -.- Idiots. WHYWHYWHY?! WHY SO MANY PPL COME KPKB ME. WTF. I dunno why I got this kind of life manzxc! I WANNA DIE!!! IDC ABOUT WHATEVER CID DREAM ALREADY. URGH! Damn fucked up. Hais. Everything also wanna kpkb. Irritating manzxc. Urgh. dun want say anymore. Bye.