Love is so special and amazing. Don't you think so? nothing can change the love for you. I miss you. I wish I had never break with you. I wish I could change you and make you into a better friend, a better person. But I can't. Although i tried, and I don't even think that you even notice it. But eventually, I failed. Everytime memories will flash through my sight out of a sudden. I just don't know why. WHY WHY WHY?? I know wasn't a good girlfriend in the past too. I feel like patching with you though. But.... I just can't. Whenever I feel like patching with you, I will remember how you treat me in the past. You haven change. When that time we ****, I feel like im the luckiest person in the world. How I wish that I had another chance. How I wish you are a better person.Life seems to be almost meaningless for me without you in my life. I do love you, but for some reasons I can't accept you again. Unless you really change. I miss you. I still remember all the happy and sad memories we had tgt.Especially went we went swimming and the sat that you picked me up from school after my CCA. How I wish we were tgt and you do that every week when I have my CCA. I bet you don't remember all of this and you also won't miss me at all. Cause your love for me wasn't true love. But I do miss you. Do you know that im now like two-timing because of you?! I can't forget about you, and yet I like someone else. The feeling of two-timing wasn't good kay. What a disgrace to myself manzxc. All thanks to you. 2 days ago, I suddenly have a weird feeling in the afternoon when Felicia ask you to come my house.And shesay that you will call me. after hearing that, I feel like we are tgt again. And that was the time when I realise that really miss you and I still love alot. When felicia ask me the question( if Jonathan ask you for patch, will you accept?), I immediately say no. Idk why. But I just think of you bullying me in the past when we were tgt. I realise that I need you in my life at times.How I wish that we had never quarrel, and you love and care for me. And ofcourse your attitude is better. All thanks to your attitude that spoil our relationship. No one is perfect,but I wish you were better. And I want you to know that I love you and I miss you. ♥

Geraldine! Welcome to my world of craps and my daily life journal :) Officially a Christian, Serving GOD in HeartOfGodChurch' I'm gonna turn 13 this 31st December, Really thankful to have a buch of CRAZY&AWESOME friends around me! As well as my AWESOME COUSINS!! They rockzxc my life! ♥ (L) GeraldTZY, JoyceTSH, BenjaminTYH, GlenieshaTSK, CharleneOSH, NatashaKSJ! :D STITCH & POOH IS LOVED! :)